I have never thought, for once, that I would choose to come back to my long neglected route: tomorrow I have a placement test for Advance English class.
Looking back to my three years of highschool when supposedly I had to spend most of my time "researching" and emerging myself into the language, I didn't. I was too lazy to learn by heart all those idioms, fixed phrases, academic vocabulary and expressions that I would never use in normal life. Before all that, I once wanted to get away from the subject and pursuit another. English then came forcefully to me and I had no choice but to follow.
But this time, I decided for myself, after all, that I would write some long essays to be selected into an English class, would sit nervously in front of a small room waiting to be called for an interview all over again
. Perhaps, it because studying here makes me more comfortable using English that I thought it has become the second native language, that I prefer using comparing to any other.
この人生に、いろんなびっくりしたことがあると、時々、僕はどうしたらいいかわからない。英語、もう一度よろしく。あんたのあっとでは上級日本語だ。待ってくれるぞー。